It’s been a while since I last posted an entry in this site. It’s not because I ran out of topic to discuss. It’s just that 24 hours seems very short to do so many things. For the past weeks, I’ve been doing a lot of things in the office. UAT season proves to be the busiest period in the software development cycle. But it doesn’t mean I stay late in the office. I usually go home at around 6P.M. You may think it is very early for an IT guy to go home at that time. Well, think again. For my case, I still have to prepare my dinner. Sometimes when I prepare my food at night, I find myself shaking due to hunger. It also triggers terrible headache. By the time I finish cooking, I’m already exhausted and the food is no longer that appealing.
Another possible cause of too much exhaustion is my lack of sleep.
I got paranoid since the time I experienced a mild earthquake while I was in bed. After that incident, I feel like the building shakes all the time. The feeling is further intensified when I’m walking around the unit or when I move in my bed. I don’t know why I feel this way. Before falling asleep, a lot of what-ifs occupy my mind. What if there’s another earthquake and the condo collapses? What if the intensity is just like the recent earthquake in China? Where should I hide? Do I need to run? Whom do I call? These irritating questions bother me for more or less one hour. Only after that will I be able to fall asleep. And it doesn’t end there. At times, I will suddenly wake up at around 2AM with my heart beating so fast. Blame it again to the earthquake phobia. Hayyy.
And when the clock ticks 7A.M., I still feel very sleepy. But I have to get up and prepare my food for breakfast and lunch. I also need to iron my office clothes. Yes, I don’t iron my clothes all at once during weekends. Maybe I should learn how to do it soon.





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